Daily Photo: June 13, 2012

I can never quite get over how delicate a dragonfly's wings appear.

I can never quite get over how delicate a dragonfly’s wings appear.

I saw this little guy hanging outside the window of a hotel where we were having a conference. I’m very glad to have an iPhone in situations like these.

Camera: Apple iPhone 4S          ISO: 200          Focal Length: 4mm          Aperture: ƒ/4.2          Shutter Speed: 1/20
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The Devil’s Details: Surgical Drapes

It turns out you learn a lot when someone you know undergoes surgery. Along with the general nausea, blurred vision and pain of recovery, we discovered long red marks on Mrs. Satis’ abdomen. We had absolutely no idea what caused it until we went to see the doctor for our first follow-up consultation. He pondered for a moment, and then declared with quite the “ah-ha” that it was a delayed reaction to the surgical drapes.

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Did you know they drape the patient’s body entirely during surgery apart from the head and the surgical site (called the “operating field”, according to Wikipedia)? It makes sense when I think back on it – whenever you see surgery on TV there’re gowns and cloths and drapes all over the place. The specific reason for this, however, wasn’t apparent to me until now. During open surgery when the patient is under general anesthetic, the anesthesiologist remains in the operating room throughout the procedure. Another one of those things that makes sense when you think about it. The patient is hooked up to IVs and ventilators and all sorts of stuff, and the anesthesiologist is there to make sure the patient remains unconscious throughout.

The drapes separate the surgeon’s working area from the anesthesiologist’s (and anything else). You see, I’d always assumed that operating rooms were kept pretty sterile as it was, but it turns out not sterile enough: the drapes help to minimize the possibility of contamination during surgery.

It feels obvious, but kind of crazy at the same time; it’s just a further reminder that you are being deliberately wounded – cut wide open – and that you are just as prone to infection during surgery as anywhere else.

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Featured image from http://healthland.time.com/2010/02/22/which-prostate-surgery-is-best-depends-on-the-surgeon/.

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Poems: Nonentity

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Nonentity

July 2, 2007~

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I am a sociopathic entity.

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A channel for the thoughts and words

that are not mine,

and leave no trace.

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A conscious with a conscience.

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A vessel for the inconsequential,

detrital components

of a human society

beyond the grasp of redemption.

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Disconnection

between sight

and mind,

hand and thought;

weeping utterly fails

to bear me any relevance,

and my laughter is a mocking shadow –

a chameleonic parody

of the insensate culture

that bore and  now surrounds me.

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The concept of meaning,

the thought of another’s

thought

– life –

these things a ghost of recollection,

a memory too threadbare to discern.

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I see living, breathing shells,

hosts of emptiness,

pass around me and out of sight;

I cower into corners

and smile convincingly out of the dark.

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My weaknesses in flesh

and state of mind

collapse in on me,

and my beliefs

and confidence

and surety of sanity

collapse in on me,

and my negligible awareness

of the matters that go on all around

and mean so much

to such smallness in the eagerly oblivious minds here and there;

collapses, too,

and I long feebly to withdraw

into the self-contained (centred) safety of black,

but cannot.

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I am incapable of passion,

of emotion,

of sympathy and empathy,

of deviltry

or constancy.

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Love, life, lust,

anguish – all rust.

Alien tongue,

and distasteful in my mouth.

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Watch me stare

don’t blink;

I am a sociopathic (non)entity,

and I am ruinous.

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