It’s been quite some time since I’ve turned my hand to poetry, but since I’ve been writing such a voracious amount of prose lately, it felt about the right time. I make no promises for its quality, but maybe it’ll ring true with one or two of you.
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Depression Is…
Night time vision on a sunlit day
The inability to accept proof of reality
Feeling your stomach churn at the sight of happiness
Knowing you’ll die alone
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Incapacity
Sleeping all day when there are things to do
Writing furiously and loathing the outcome
Knowing your life is worthless
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Scars on an arm that you hide from everyone
Wanting to drown in black memory
The past being ever better than the present
Knowing there is nothing yet to come
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Going to work every day, not knowing why
Coming home to mess, and anger, and disappointment
Wanting to forget everything and everyone
Knowing there is no escape…no hope
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Sitting waiting, but for what? Looking, seeing, but for what? Remembering nothing, yet remembering it all….. My thoughts are with you my friend.