The Man Who Never Was

There was a boy, once;
alone,
and scared,
and filled with the blackest thoughts
of life and death

and love.

The boy cried,
and bled his veins,
and scarred his skin forever
because he thought he knew love.

But love cannot last
(or can it?)
And the boy grew into a man
in all ways but one:
deep, down inside he remained a boy,
filled with the blackest thoughts
of life and death and love.

The world saw only the man
and couldn’t understand
when he huddled on the ground,
trembling—
screaming—
crying.

The boy, fighting to get out.

So they helped him,
coaxed him,
taught him to be a man—
the man they wanted him to be—
when all he wanted,
the boy deep down,
was love.

And now the man trembles,
and screams,
and cries all over again

Because,
as it turns out,
love lasts forever.

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Exile Launches Tomorrow!

Hey everyone! Consider this a last-minute reminder that the sequel to The Redemption of Erâth: Consolation is released tomorrow! Exile will be available on Kindle, iBooks, Nook for just $3.99, and in print for only $12.99.

And, if you come to the Facebook launch event, you could even win copies of the books for free—both digital and in print!

So get ready—the journey of Darkness continues tomorrow!

Is It Ever Too Late?

I love Depeche Mode. In particular I love their sad songs, and for me there is none sadder than Blasphemous Rumours, from 1984.

I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing

If you listen to the whole song through, it’s a story of sadness, regret, irony and tragedy. A girl tries to girl herself, fails, and then finds redemption only to be hit by a car and killed.

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